You are so dumb. You know how I feel about this but you do it behind my back anyway and think that I won’t find out? No. That’s not okay and i’m not going to act like is.
Pappy
pappy i cannot believe youre gone. i love you so much. seeing you in all that pain was so hard too see. i keep having to tell myself that youre happier now and in a better place but its so hard. did you hear me when i said i loved you? i hope you did because i love you so much. you were the best grandpa i ever had. you came to everything and i will never forget the memories we had together. you spoiled me so much. i hope that you are happy now and have your memory back,and that youll look down on me, because i really need it. im a total wreck right now.i dont know what to do anymore. ive lost you and kelsey and almost all my friends this year. this is the worst year of my life. seeing you lying in that hospital bed so still and cold hurt so badly. i never imagined i would have to say goodbye to you.i thouught that you would be here for ever. i thought that you would be at my wedding. and i would be able to dance with you.and you would be smiling. but thats just not what god wanted. i just want to thank you again for being truely amazing. ill love you forever pappy and ill never forget you. please rest in peace. i love you pappy.
